getting near...

vacation is alllmost here! I seriouslly need it.. and when i get home.. im still gonna need it again.. This whole working 2 jobs is tiring.. especially when ur doing it because you feel like its the right thing to do. I try so hard to be independent, do everything for myself since i cant so much rely on my parents, and the one person i can rely i, i do way to often. i work sometimes 12 hours a day to pay for everything i have, and its tough to pay for other things as well since i have a lot of bills, but i feel like i dont get enough credit sometimes. Idk waking up at 7am sucks everyday, and working til 9 or 10 also sucks! idk grr live sucks haha..

hence y i need a vacation..and i cant wait to spend it with an amazing family!! :o) im gonna go crash since i got worj bright an early again.. 8 more days!! :o)

xoxo