Never ending...

This semester sucks! I have never been more stressed out than I am this semester.. Maybe its because im working two jobs and going to school.. I really dont know.. but I have always gotten A's and B's in my education class (ie method courses) and im not doing so good this semester.. I have a teacher for eled who is never clear about anything.. Ive gotten 3 lesson plans back and Ive gotten an 80,40 and 60. A 40 because I Didnt get to teach because I was ten minutes late (bc i got lost) so now my grade suffers.. Then my sped class I got a 93 on a project but i dont think i did so hot on the midterm which sucks! ggrrrr... When is it going to end??

To top it off.. i work two jobs and im completely POOR! I tend to shop to relieve myself of stress and I cant even do that.. I have never felt like this before.. I wish my bills would get paid so i can have some fun and save money.. but now that im getting braces.. thats one more bill to pay.. oh goodness... I guess i cant wait till this semester ends so that I can work alot and make alot of money.. I love the feeling of being wealthy.. and being able to buy anything i want haha.. doesnt everyone wanto to feel like that :o)

Well im gonna get started on my schoolwork.. so if i see my boyfriend..i wont be doing schoolwork.. like usual..
xoxo

RIP ANDREW MILLER

I first want to begin by saying RIP ANDREW MILLER. you are sadly missed.

Today I went to the wake and it was definitly the saddest thing ive ever seen. I have never had to go to a wake for someone the same age as me. The only one ive gone to were for like my grandparents. When i went in to pay my respects, there were so many flowers and pictures everywhere. There was pictures of him and his girlfriend, and it was the saddest thing. I didnt stay to long because i didnt really no anyone and I dont handle these things well. It just doesnt seem real. I think im more afraid to die then live nemore after seeing everything that has gone on this week. This sint the only death this week and it just seems like everything is happening close to home.

Besides that, Not to much has happened. We had some beuatiful weather today and I had the day off to enjoy it. I slept til 1:30.. it felt goo d to sleep in. Unforunitly i have tons of homework to do tonight.. Oh well..Well i gotta get some stuff done to teach tom.

p.s there is this new store called Urban Behavior.. and i think it might be my favorite store. I found the cutest tube top and sweater there.. Not ot bad in prices and much better then Wethervane (which it took its palce) so check it out sometime! :o)

xoxo

loong day..

Today was the longest day ever. I am in excessive amount of pain from gym class, my mouth kills, and i failed a midterm. Never did i think playing little kid gym games would make me so sore. Definitly shows how OUT OF SHAPE I am. I could barely do a push-up, so if I dont want to look like the weakling in the class, i need to get my ass to the gym! Other than that, the class goes by pretty quick and we actually got out an hour early, so hopefully that lasts for the rest of the semester.

I decided i was going to begin my journey to find a bathing suit for the summer. Being completely poor im definitly not getting newhere but i am looking. So far I found a few at victoria secret I really liked, i just wish they werent so expensive. damn price tags! if i want all three pieces it is like 100 dollars and I def. do not have that to be spending on a bathing suit. The gorgeous weather we had today makes me want summer to come even faster. Shorts, capris, sandels, SKIRTS, tanktops..sun! ahh i love it!! THE BEACH :O)

Working both jobs all weekend, so there goes my life basically. Tom is a girl night out after like 12 hours of work.. Im going to be exhausted.. But i will be at the bar! McFaddens here we come! Watch out lol.. Always a good time with my hoes.. Working both jobs saturday and sunday, and trying to fit schoolwork into my extrmely busy schedule..

One thing I need to rant about.. I hate when you wait all week for a tv show and it is a rerun. Im having withdrawels! Why do they play reruns for 3 weeks.. I mean i know why but it sucks when you look forward to your show just to find out that a new episode wont be on for three weeks.. and each week you pray for the new episode.. Damn tv!!!! (insert angry face).

Well enough boringness from me.. Ive rambled long enough.. Im gonna head to bed and catch up on some sleep..
xoxo

I passed!

Ok so I might have figured this out! I went to take a test today.. cost $80.00 so i really needed to pass it. It is so that I can be accepted into the education department. So needless to say.. "I PASSED!!!"..haha.. i got a 176 and u need a 170 to pass.. woot woot! it made my day but it made me late to work.. oops.. but its ok..

I taught my lesson yesturday on Germany. Thankfully my little kiddies came over to my table.. so i still had my group! thank god lol.. I was really worried that I wouldnt have a group to teach and then I would have had to drop the class and be farther behind from finishing my degree.. We used vegetables to show how the printing press worked with paints. It came out great.. Im in a need a few activities though. so any ideas on activies for like italy and china would be great!

Schools almost done.. only 6 weeks left! I cant wait for summer. I NEED a break.. Unfortunatly i will be working all summer to pay off all the bills i have accumulated this year.. thankfully i have 2 jobs lol. I get my braces on April 4th. My mouth is throbbing right now. I had to put spacers in the other day and i havent been able to eat in like 2 days.. well hard stuff neways.. which means i am starving. i have lived on popsicles all week.. My teeth have moved though. Well i gotta run and study..

xoxo

confused

I am so confused as to how this stuff works. Do I change my template everytime I want to blog? I keep finding myself doing the same thing over and over again. I guess since im at this point Im ok for a bit. Im starving so im going to eat. If anyone can help.. itd be great! also how do i add friends???